2020 Healing

This year :2020
the year of healing..
my resolution...
trying to be me again
a process of weeding out 
all disappointments  faced
all sin committed
all sorrow this life has collapsed on my soul since the womb
meditating on this 
digging deep to the root 
I realized
all this pain wasn't my fault,
it was the variables of what was dealt 
however
all my sin, 
that was insecurity and lack of grace
but with God's Divine Providence 
I love everything about me 
Christ was with me and still remains 
i feel still and unjudged
i accept the error
i accept the failure
everything  that has been set in existence 
I cherish in the wind 
because nothing can be relived or undone 
God's will ....be done 
ultimate peace 
ultimate truth
where healing has begun