time or Age

2015: age 23

Age
Is it just a number
Or is it a factor in existence 
Does it actually make a difference
when relating to others ? 
Time 
Changes our perceptions 
We are either headed up hill or down 
But if we choose a wise path 
We will find ourselves 
Growing in character as we age
Maybe age makes us more confident 
Maybe less adventurous 
Maybe more practical 
Whatever it is 
It’s not just a number 
It’s a factor in our everyday connections 
But would if 
You feel like you missed the boat 
The years kept rolling 
The age kept growing 
But nothing quite changed 
Or felt like everything changed 
But u still remain the same 
I look back at pics in my young 20s
I feel the same but so different 
I wish I can freeze my age 
I wish somehow I can stop time 
And be capable to relate 
To all my young friends 
All the early 20 year old ppl 
I feel the same but completely different 
Upper 20s a few years plays a factor 
Does more time on this earth actually make a difference in growing 
In experience 
In compatibility 
I’m afraid so 
I guess i never felt so ashamed 
Of my age till this year 
I can pretend all I want to be 21 
But you can’t actually believe it 
Time played a part 
And changed everything  ​

Age 23

2014: Age 22